Juggling thoughts

He looks into my eyes so deeply, it make my soul smile truly every time I hold him in my arms.   Ah! To bear my heart out on my sleeves I began to just write and cannot stop. I remember it was four months ago since I last wrote. To pen down my thought was by far kicked aside and got messed up with the daily new schedule of mine and that was to wake up, feed my baby, bath him, dress him up , feed him again, put him to sleep, carry him to work. Oh girl! You are a mom now…the newest actually who is trying to slip in every mommy’s suit that comes her way. I tell you honestly, it is lovely to have a baby you could devote so much of your time that you do not even realise when the sunrises and when it set without even notifying you a thing. You just woke up, fed the baby, changed his diaper and made him sleep and its already time to sleep at night. And at the end of the tasks you realise all you did the entire was that over and over again. They say that is the beauty of being a moth...

To be honest about going through that beautiful yet assigned task of every women on earth to bear a child for 9 whole months and deliver safely on earth: it's not a castle nor any piece of art. So many times I've doubted my courage to be strong every moment, so many times I have been pinched and pulled at sections that I didn't like at all. So many times I have been pierced with needles that I no longer can take one. So many times I controlled my teary eyes when in pain and comforted myself with the beautiful future to hold. In reality this body has done everything I'd ever want it to do. Sure it's not a magazine or souviner worthy to some.  Sure it's filled with overwhelmingly happiness once the painful phase gets rolled up. But not denying the fact it sure does leaves you with stretch marks and scars that look so distasteful and remind you of the life taking experiences of pain and fear you had gone through. Yet the fact is this body, the one I ow...

Psalm 127 :1a : “ Unless the Lord builds the house, they labor in vain who build it”.   There are many books written every year on how to have the perfect marriage or how to raise your children and how to build a perfect happy family but if they are not founded on Gods’ principles and if it is not based on the spiritual values its only paper . Family at first place is the spiritual institution for every person, it infact is the manifestation of the relationship between God and His people, Christ and the Church. A Christ- centric love between the husband and the wife is the most essential ideal in building a strong Christian family. We may have a house as big as a mansion but that isn’t a home if the love of God does not abide in us and if there is no peace and forbearance among the members of the family in speech and in action. It is the hearts of the people in it that makes it a home. It is the people in it that creates mutual kindness towards bearing each other’s burdens, f...

My dear cherub, You have no idea how excited we are to meet you finally. Thank God, you are almost here and we cannot wait any longer. Your dad and I have been waiting for you for the past long months and very soon we’ll get to see you, touch you, talk to you and gaze into your beautiful eyes.  I’m especially waiting to hold you in my arms, nuzzling your sweet smelling head. Your daddy could not wait, h is efforts to keep me happy makes this journey a lot at ease, everything feels better when he is around. From running the errands till to making us a glass of chilled juice from the kitchen , although he stirred the ice cubes in the juice and gave us because he thought you will catch cold in there. He never complains nor get tired of getting the things we want t hough he makes plunders at times in his naive efforts . He would get us many things and I would end up watching him devour the cookies and goodies he brought for us  but that's the fun part . I’ve been prepari...

Dear  Mr Incredible husband,  Thank you for making our married life so beautiful. Our love has changed and evolved so much over the weeks and months, from the giddiness of per-school to the fast pace of establishing and building our small family. I agree it is tough sometimes, but I know true love conquers it all. The best thing about true love—it’s God ordained. And I never doubted that you are the one God made for me. God changes us and make us grow deeper in faith and love through difficulty and turmoil and weaknesses . We look back and we see His hand and we realize that things are different because of His tender mercy. Thank you for being brave with me and for giving me strength each day. Thank you for your unceasing trust and faith in me when decisions got made and things happened. Thank you for the honor and privilege of being your wife. Each day your love for me made me realize true love can never wither. Fairy tales can keep their version of Prince Charming and Tru...